I shouldn't kill my blog

Btw,loving my life now.It's not a perfect one but who cares.Anyway,I exercise for about half an hour this morning.I gained weight.I feel fat for my big chest.I'm the shortest among my sisters and I realise that I can't grow taller anymore.I'm going to stay in this condition forever!At least for people like Khloe Kardashians who has a tough body frame,she has a balance body for her height right?But me?Hahhhh....''everyone is beautiful'' and ''beauty comes from inside'' like older people always mention especially my parents,teachers and friends.For me,I don't think people can look at your inner beauty at their first impression.

They will be noticing a pimple on my chin,my super huge nose and super dark skin.Nowadays,I just feel so ungrateful for the way I am.There's a lot of comments about how my sisters are so much prettier than me.Yeah,I know that's the fact.I should be proud of having pretty sisters....Just that sometimes I feel out of place.Living with skinny model size people at home.I love my life?Yeah I really do<3.Most of my needs are being fulfilled and all.I face stress all the time.I don't study consistently.I have to struggle at last minute for exam.I love staying at home playing facebook and all.But still there's some part missing in my life.I don't try to achieve more.I feel too happy for it.

So now I try to think that there will not always be tomorrow.Imagine if you suddenly die?So stop being too self-centred people.Because maybe if it's not your day to die,it might be some of your love ones .I'm going to take part for sports day.I have 8 weeks during the holidays to exercise.i just hope I can enjoy my last year of school.Form 5 coming !!Exam is going to end soon.Can't wait.I GOTTA finish 3 chapters for Biology.And read something for Est.I made spaghetti just now.Hmm...I really want to be a good chef.

MERDEKA

I'm feeling down =(
I have not done my homeworks
I have to take care of mum's shop tomorrow
sobz

Cloud 9

NEW KIOSK FOR PUM

My sister is learning Mandarin for her exam 2mrw.I catch up a few things.'Ni hao' 'ti san ke'..Whateverlah..even though I cannot concentrate on my job because of the noise level from her,I have to be considerate.When I think about it,I am the one who always annoys people at my house.I practise choral speaking so loud,I sing in the toilet ,I talk non stop and excessively,I always complain for being stress,I practise-donno how to spell- bahas ,forum very lous and out of sudden.Lastly,I watch the choral speaking dvd over and over again.Hahahha...They always keep the annoyance I made to themselves.

I got someof the papers just now.So far,BELUM ADA YANG FAIL.lol.HAHA..lmao.I don't know why I don't bother anymore.I have to catch up for SPM later.Now I have to be more organised to reduce my tiredness.I totally think the weather makes me feel sick.People say drought happens at some places.Haze and global warming too.H1N1 just makes the things to become worse.Oklah..ya jak 2day...

YAY..Pum opens new kiosk...

1 month and 20 days

It seems like I almost quit blogging.But when I think about it another time,it's like No point.Better carry on.So..let's catch up with me again..If u wish to stay and read..go ahead...WELCOME BACK

Anyway,I sang in choir during Koperasi Day a day before my birthday.It was tiring and full of sweats as I had to read some perutusan in front of people.My birthday had passed about 1 month plus ago.Choral speaking won 3rd for National level.It was a clean battle.We had a debating session at LCCT.When sight-seeing at Malacca.I have lots of picture in facebook.If u wish to see just go check it out.Exam is over.It was a disaster for me.I went to Koperasi Night on the same day as the spotcheck day.I'm so missing choral speaking.I gain weight due to unhealthy eating habits.

SIgh

I am freaked out.I VERY VERY extra tired.SLEPT late for waiting.Went to Pum n PPim.We did gotong royong and marching.Sadly,after being so tired , I tried to share problems with someone I have known like forever.Then that person keep on nagging as in to give me words of inspirations.The fact that my mind has worked out so much today is making everything turns out bad.Just try to imagine if you were me,you need to ask for opinions from a family or a friend,then they just nag at you irrationally...Think...SIGH....How can I not despair

Mixture of feels

I AM happy
WE WON CHORAL SPEAKING..FIUH....
but.. now
I AM SO CONFUSED....
Rabiaal Aqillah Bt Shazali
is NOT IN A GOOD STATE...

WELL,so far No updates.
LET me get used to duty...
Normal life. Usual stuff.
Nervous......Nah,seriously not too much of me that you craving to know =(
Bye..good night...I am sleepy

But I still am waiting and hoping for something good tonight... ;'(

Here it goes..

from the front seat
kakak,me,pipot,jaja,mummy,strangers-the lady with the story,the bf of the lady


ahahah....c that..excited

ee...got d org jetski interframe...disturbing..
the driver n the org jaga the immature
driver

freaking thing..hard to use


Mahsuri

Telaga 7

Historical place..

Jungle tracking at 7 wells

The world full of humans..LANGKAWI

Shop till you drop.I'm broke



Yeah..you will easily get tanned..

First of all..I really lazy to update my blog..Let me show you how my holidays went
Let me introduce you to Penang
A city where you can do a lot of things in a day.Since the traffic was quite congested,I need 1 and a half day to be satisfied with my journey.
From enjoying citylife to enjoying nature.Say it.Because the city has it all.

Now,that was how we enjoy ourselves in Langkawi
Like picture shown above
The historical places there..I could say were kind of interesting..The legend behind the story is my favourite..
Banana boat has given us an unforgetable experience...
WE sank in d sea for a while...Felt so Titanic...I guess I was the one who played Jack Dawson..
because all my sisters gathered around me during the situation...Jaja even pushed me in d sea to make me as her the pelampung...I couldn't breath for a while...I spoke in a slow motion in Bm
"SE-LA-MAT-KAN JA-JA DU-LU MOM-"..my mum was struggling with a lady who did not let her go to save Jaja...my mum did something that time to free herself from the lady who might have killed her youngest daughter..Too much of dramas happened
we were quite panic in fact..To tell you the truth I thought I was about to face death..
I can't even swim in the middle of the sea...LUCKILY,I'm still alive,writing in my blog,struggling to finish homework..I drove jet ski... huhu

A summary of 2mrw

Sinetron

I watched Upik Abu And Laura again just now.As well as Emil Emilda.It feels so nice to ignore exam.I hate the hypocrite character of Upik.I also knew that Rangga will die at the end.I am so pissed of by that!Why should the attraction of the series has to be demolished!!!Arghh...Emil Emilda was actually repeated from cerekarama.So it's kind of lame if you tell your peers what happened in the last episode because basically,they had watched before you did.Bio paper 1 was awesomely killing me inside.I don't know why Bio is not as catchy as hot film stars.I am watching Japanese DVD now.SO chow...A short post for today will be just ENOUGH!!!Hihi...getting emotional..

New Teenz Tv

First of all Happy Mothers Day.I am delighted now as I have been thinking far away about my career in future.Last night,after lepak at coffee bean,my sisters and some peeps went to eat ayam penyet.For those who don't know what ayam penyet is you should try!It's finger likin' good.Haaha.Out of topic...
Then on our way home,due to having excessive energy from glucose in me,I started thinking about future.I want to own my own tv station.Therefore,I will be able to pursue my career in mediaBefore that,I have to be someone well accepted by the society first.SO as some of you may guess,I will get involved in accountancy.I will be an accountant and open TEENZ TV.all rights reseved ok..I want a channel especially for teenagers.We got some lamme tv channel for elderly,cartoon channel for kids and why not teenagers?
So I will concentrate on accountancy maybe.Anyway,I will start the tution class next week
The tutor will come once for two months.AND it's a she.so HAPPY!!!
My cousins went back last night.I barely know them but they are nice.We ate at Top Spot two days before.Not seen them for a while.Yesterday got wesak day marching or something near tun jugah.I saw the real flower with candle(the picture that Edith put in her blog last year)..
MALAYSIA KU GEMILANG WITH CULTURES....

Milo

Milo is like the best partner in my life.Always there in any situation.Can be consumed with ice,hot,as ice cream or even just the powder itself.It's really satisfying.I don't know about exam.I don't CARE.I know what I am programming for myself.I know how I can improve and when is the best time.I would not be posting my marks this term.In case you want you could just ask directly from me.Because some parents might check out my blog .By the way,there was nothing much happen.As usual exam time we all try our hardest to study last minute in class.And when teacher ask us to keep our books away,some will scream and some will smile.Anyhow,I don't really study this exam.I didn't read at all for some subjects.Even though I was not in d class when the teacher taught me.So I guess you'll understand how blur I''ll be when I sit for the paper.There will be hari permuafakatan for this exam.Basically,I know what teacher going too say.''She's OK.But need to improve more on certain subject.*bio*add maths*chemistry* and maybe other subjects too''that's what I think.I decided to change my ambition.I don't feel like being a psychologist anymore as bio become harder and harder.Sometimes I always have this feeling of going to art stream.I want to be a lawyer or involved in media to be a host,news reader and a deejay.About that I don't think my parents allow.Despite I really enjoy talking in public,I don't think it can be my career in future.Maybe I'll be well-known but I don't know for how long it will last.So back to square one.Hello again I bid to accountancy...

DEceleration

I think I FAIL BIO.I have been skipping a lot of classes.Not on purpose.=(
Extra bz.I involved myself into troubles.Seriously.I don't even know what should I study for exam tommorow because there is a lot to learn.so FAR WE HEARD that choral speaking will be on 16th to 18th June.I'm panicking for it now.Got second for Forum Remaja.THE FIRST was St THOMAS.They sent Form 6 students as representative,so they were like extra good and matured in the way they talk.WE GOT UNTIL QUARTER FINAL ONLY FOR BAHAS ALA PARLIMEN!!!I'm not ready for exam.I have a lot to catch up.After the exam,choral speaking competition, next holiday and prefect camp..I promise will accelerate back to normal and go even faster.I want to be in the class of my own!!